Mourning the Absence of Christ
T. Boston, D. D. Lamentations 3:49-50 My eye trickles down, and ceases not, without any intermission.… I. SHOW WHAT THIS IMPORTS. 1. That a child of God may be under the hidings of God's face, God will have a difference betwixt the upper and lower houses. When the saints are above, all the shadows flee away, but now clouds may intercept the light of His countenance. When the Lord turns His back, conscience turns its face to the soul, and tells that the Lord is displeased. And Oh! how bitter must God's anger be to that soul that knows Him. 2. That the hidings of the Lord's face may continue long with a child of God. God will have His people's faith and patience tried, and therefore makes their clouds return after the rain. 3. A holy dissatisfaction with all things, while Christ hides His face. 4. A wearisome longing after the Lord (Job 7:2, 3; Job 23:3, 4). Duties are hard work, when Christ withdraws. Labour in vain much more causeth weariness. Hope deferred makes. the heart sick. It refresheth the labourer to think that when the sun goes down, he will go to his rest; but the people of God, in this case, see not their signs, nor know the time how long. 5. Some hope that the Lord will yet look down, and behold from heaven (Psalm 43:5). Should they lose all hope, they lose all. 6. A resolute persisting in duty till the Lord return: The soul resolves never to give over, and so holds on, till the Lord look down and behold from heaven. II. Some REASONS WHY THEY ARE THUS DISPOSED. 1. Felt need of Christ. The gracious soul cannot live without Him. They say with Peter, "Lord, to whom shall we go? Thou hast the words of eternal life." Now, necessity hath no law, and hunger will dig through stone walls. And if it cannot dig through them it will leap over them. The soul still cries, Lord help me. 2. Superlative love to Him (Song of Solomon 8:6, 7).Use — 1. Hence we may see why so many professors fall short of Christ. They are utter strangers to this disposition of the godly. (1) They have not the living spirit of Christ in them, and so they cannot follow the Lord fully (Numbers 14:24; John 4:14). (2) There are difficulties in the way of heaven which their hearts cannot digest. (3) The world and their lusts were never made sapless to them, but still have the chief room in their hearts. Hence, when Christ will not answer, they have another door to go to. 2. You are in earnest for Christ, yet under the hidings of His face, and all things else insipid to you without Him, you see here how you are to behave; you must hold on seeking till the Lord look down from heaven. (T. Boston, D. D.) Parallel Verses KJV: Mine eye trickleth down, and ceaseth not, without any intermission, WEB: My eye pours down, and doesn't cease, without any intermission,