Unconfessed Sin
H. Drysdale. Psalm 32:3-4 When I kept silence, my bones waxed old through my roaring all the day long.… On several grounds we may set forth the urgency of the duty of making immediate and penitent confession of our sins unto God. I. EVERY SIN IS MANIFEST UNTO GOD WHETHER WE CONFESS IT OR NOT. His scrutiny penetrates every disguise, and analyzes every motive. Every sin is not only naked unto God's eye, but it is clearer unto Him than any confession of ours could make it. He sees its growth. "He understandeth the thought afar off." All the aggravations of every sin are clearer unto the eye of God than any confession of ours could state them. Those that are brought to a sense of their sins are often filled with amazement when they think of the forbearance of God towards them in their state of guilt. Should not they that are God's children, and have been enlightened in their understanding, chasten themselves before God because of their transgressions that they may walk in the light of His countenance? If it be true that unacknowledged sin separates the soul from God, that the regarding of iniquity in the heart makes prayer useless, and sacrifices an abomination, that the look of lust and the motion of causeless anger against a brother provoke God's anger, an immediate and humble confession of sin from the heart unto God is both necessary and safe. Unto them who keep silence God gives sorrow. He maketh their bones to rot. II. NO SIN IS DIMINISHED BY DEFERRING THE CONFESSION OF IT. If murder or malice or falsehood or any transgression be a crime because it is a violation of God's holy raw, the mere lapse of time does not alter the fact that the law was violated. If one day is with the word as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day, God's view of sin will not be otherwise a thousand years hence than it is on the day that the sin is committed. God judges according to the principles from which an action springs, and His judgment cannot be nullified by lapse of time. Is sin represented as a burden on the conscience? The bearing of a burden is not alleviated by lapse of time, but rather becomes more oppressive. Some hearts seem callous, but even they get no actual relief from their burden of guilt by deferring confession of their sins unto God. They are treasuring up wrath unto themselves against the day of wrath. Is sin represented as pollution which makes us hateful unto God? Pollution does not liquify and evaporate, but extends and deepens. "Evil men and seducers wax worse and worse deceiving and being deceived." The canker of corruption increases to more ungodliness. Is sin represented as a debt? Deferring to pay never diminishes the extent of the indebtedness. In the natural world those substances that cannot resist destroying agents become weaker and weaker. Wood rots; iron rusts; and stones crumble. Lapse of time never makes good that loss of substance, nor does it even arrest the loss. III. SIN UNCONFESSED CORRODES THE HEART. There is an inner unrest. One who suppresses confession unto God nevertheless roars all the day long. Whoso will not pour out his corruptions before God tortures his own soul, wears himself out, and makes himself old before his time. "My moisture is turned into the drought of summer." The corroding effect of unconfessed sin arises from the necessity which is laid on the heart to reconcile itself to its condition. The sin must be explained in some way that will quiet the conscience. Not a few screen themselves behind those that act for them. Because an agent procures and pays a dividend, the investor thinks himself exonerated from all blame that may attach to the methods and means, by which a Limited Liability Company gets prosperity for its shareholders. David gave his command to Joab, and Joab doubtless acted through not a few subordinate officers, before Uriah could be set in "the forefront of the hottest battle," and deserted at the critical moment, and it was really the sword of Ammon that shed the brave man's blood; but God joined David immediately with Uriah's death. It was David who was made to cry, "Deliver me from blood-guiltiness, O God." "Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation." Sometimes men extract a balm from the general course of God's providence. 'Twas a soothing sophism unto David, "The sword devoureth one as well as another." By many such shifts do men remove themselves from the actual sin which has gratified or profited them. But their heart suffers. Tolerating sin, it soon becomes insensible to the heinousness of sin and foregoes its own brotherhood. In many other ways also unconfessed sin corrodes the heart. It betrays us to other forms of sin, even as one virtue leads to another. Craft uses deceit. Violence seeks justification or concealment in lies. Sensuality loosens every fibre of virtue, and paves the way to every relative vice. Were the sin confessed, the heart would be renewed. Unconfessed sin indisposes us for duty. "Sinful heart makes feeble hand." Duty is enforced by conscience, but when the conscience itself lies in a comatose state, because of the diffused poison of an unconfessed sin, its authority is paralyzed. Through confession of sin, a sinner is purged from an evil conscience to serve the Living God. Unconfessed sin makes all our services unacceptable unto God. "If thou bring thy gift to the altar," etc. If service be unacceptable when a brother hath ought against us, much more must it seem vile when God Himself hath something against us! Unconfessed sin exerts an exasperating influence on the heart. There is a state of mind in which a man regards all things as out of joint. It sets him at variance with himself and his surroundings, and fills him with idle longings for change of scene. God's hand lies heavy on him day and night, and makes duty burdensome. The want of inward peace deprives him of that element which sweetens life's sorrows and smooths its roughness. Instead of the well-spring of joy, with which a good conscience cheers the mind, there is gloom and unrest and a dread of ill. How can a man with an evil conscience put his trust in the living God, and if he trust not in the living God, how can he be happy, or feel secure? "The light that is in him is darkness." (H. Drysdale.) Parallel Verses KJV: When I kept silence, my bones waxed old through my roaring all the day long. WEB: When I kept silence, my bones wasted away through my groaning all day long.