I looked, etc.

Psalm 31:11
Among all my enemies I am a disgrace and among my neighbors all the more. I am dreaded by my friends--they flee when they see me on the street.

Psalm 69:20
Insults have broken my heart, and I am in despair. I looked for sympathy, but there was none, for comforters, but I found no one.

Psalm 88:8, 18
You have removed my friends from me; You have made me repulsive to them; I am confined and cannot escape. . . .

Job 19:13-19
He has removed my brothers from me; my acquaintances have abandoned me. . . .

Matthew 26:56
But this has all happened so that the writings of the prophets would be fulfilled." Then all the disciples deserted Him and fled.

2 Timothy 4:16
At my first defense, no one stood with me, but everyone deserted me. May it not be charged against them.

refuge

1 Samuel 23:11-13, 19, 20
Will the citizens of Keilah surrender me into his hand? Will Saul come down, as Your servant has heard? O LORD, God of Israel, please tell Your servant." "He will, " said the LORD. . . .

1 Samuel 27:1
David, however, said to himself, "One of these days now I will be swept away by the hand of Saul. There is nothing better for me than to escape to the land of the Philistines. Then Saul will stop searching for me all over Israel, and I will slip out of his hand."

failed me.